:issue: letting go

TEMPORARILY!

So, my baby boy went off to school on me! I have to admit when we enrolled him, I was super excited, ECSTATIC to say the least.. This meant I was 1/2 way to temporary freedom! No more "Mommy, mommy.... excuse me mommy" while I'm making important phone calls. No more being pulled in 2 different directions by both babies... Just a little bit more time to get more work done....

AND THEN... the day came...

OK, so what I cried a little when I woke up to get him ready and so what I nearly had a PANIC attack when we let him get on the bus. <~~~ not my fault, we followed the bus and when we arrived to the school my baby was nowhere to be found! *minor glitch in the system* And... OK, I boo hoo'd when I got home and was able to make phone calls without him working on the computer beside me or coloring a worksheet... That's my baby, what do you expect? I missed him :( His little voice, the complaining, the laughing, the talking my head off, the whining, the bickering between the two on them, the fighting to lay on my lap as I work on the laptop.... *wiping my tears as I type!*

Overall, I am excited for my baby boy.. I would love to be selfish and keep him up under me all day to enjoy his witty comments, but now I am able to temporarily unleash him to the world (sort of!) to entertain others :) Soon he'll be teaching the class! And hey, it's only 6 hrs that he's gone! *the drama* Plus, Kailynn-James has a run of the house and plays with every toy of his without getting it snatched away while he is in school.

And oh yeah, his teacher is pretty cool! She has a tongue ring that I know he'll ask her about some day soon!